ANOTHER STREAM OF THOUGHTS
Why all this
happen to me? This question is roaming in mind like a bee around a flower for
its juice. This reaction of mine is not important for anyone. Why do I find
myself so miserable whenever this question comes into my mind? The arrival of
this unwanted restlessness makes me dry towards everybody who is around me.
Sometimes I feel that it’s just a result of over thinking which I thought
become nature of mine. But I don’t want it to be burdened on me. This feeling
is eating up me from inside. You know Jenny sometimes I feel frightened to
share this loneliness with someone because they would not understand the psyche
of my mind. I am telling you because I know you will not judge me on this. You will
remain same but with less empty pages. This is quality of yours I like most.
Whenever I fill with combination of many thoughts you show up with another
empty page so that I can write down dilemma of my heart. I feel assure that
there is someone who considers me human. You are the one who doesn’t stop me to
express emotions of mine. At least you don’t think that I can do nothing. You are
the one who will be there with same setting of my thoughts whenever I would try
to look back. You will not be busy whenever I try to look for someone to share
my feelings. I will be free to do so because I consider you my friend. Let me
tell you that it feels very terrible when I had to go through two different destinations
of thoughts and I had to choose one in between them. At that time whenever I look
for some guidance I find no one. May be I am not the one who is going through
this same process. May be everybody goes through it but with different form of
variables. Now I feel free to share and say that I got you my friend who makes
me friend without any expectation and who accepts my illogical perspectives
without any argument.
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