ANOTHER CHANCE

ANOTHER CHANCE

I am afraid of commitments. It takes out every bit of you. I am not poet. I am not a writer. I am just a person who is frightened of love. This feeling to love someone sucked you sometimes. This love comes with a mixture of many feelings. You feel happy when he is with you, in you, into you. But this kind of dependency gives a bitter pain which pinches your heart like a syringe when he is not with you, not into you or left you forever. You feel weak and helpless. And you think you should probably die. There is nothing left in your life. May be this is your first thought after your break ups. But at that time you give it a thought and cancel your plan to suicide. This decision may avail you another chance of falling in love once again. May be at that time you became ready for another heart break. That was my first thought and fear to go to the path of red roses that is love. So, I had decided that I would never do it. But incidents occur especially when you don’t want them to let happen. But it did. I fall in love once again with life, with family, with nature, with country and with him.