A LETTER THAT NEVER SEND TO FRIEND

Should I start this letter like

Dear Nisa,

I am good here and hope you are also good…

But in this case of letter I would like to start with normal beginning and ending as follow.

The paper I never want to tear off. The friendship I never want to break off. I just want to tell you, my dear friend Nisa that our friendship will remain same forever. No matters what we think about each other, I will always consider you my best friend in this journey of learning new experiences of life. Of course, with respect of time things will change - may be the meaning of our friendship too. You will make new world of friends and this give me feeling bonding level that we used to share has changed. And we have lost connection with the things and feelings we used to share. I don’t know where we will be in future. Really do not know about it. But I will miss you. Does not matter whether we talk or not, I assure you that our friendship will remain persistent. I promise you my dear friend. For a long time, I want to share this with you. It is weird that for sharing this feeling I have to write this letter. But I will not send this letter to you in the hope that you will come to me and I would say all this to you.

Can I Talk To You Jenny

Hallo Jenny! Can I talk to you? Today I woke up early. My eyes were opened. It seemed that I slept without a memory and rose up without a dream. I just lied down under the blanket and thought what is it!!

Am I living without a goal? Do I have a remembrance? Or I forget to see dream. It seems that I do not remember anything about anybody. Then I noticed that everybody is gone. I am the only one to be here. At that time I thought that it is only an illusion. I pinched myself so hard and I saw my room was deserted. No one was there.

I was afraid. Then in a meantime I heard a terrible voice. It was like someone is calling you for a help. I could see the big shadow of that person. It had big teeth and nails. It had long tail and cloak which was hanging around his body through his neck. Then I saw some skeleton dancing weirdly. I was terrified. I thought that today is my last day of my life. My heart was beating so fast that one could hear it standing near me. I was shrieking with my eyes closed. In the meantime they pulled me up and carried to some place. I did not open my eyes yet. I was sweating with fear. Then I felt they throw me on soft surface feeling like grass. Then I pulled the shutter of my eyes up and saw it was no one else but my best friend who came back to India after finishing her post-graduation from Germany. And she did all this drama in order to surprise me. I was not surprised but shocked. I was angry and my goose bumps stood up like spikes.

But I forgave my friend after getting beautiful black gown. Ita to chalta hai!

Discovering, Exploring and Finding Yourself

IT’S TIME FOR STRANGER TO SAY GOODBYE

Oh Anonymous! We were strangers before getting known to each other

When there was no one, I saw that stranger there

At that time I thought we are not strangers anymore

I know you and you know me

And this acquaintance would remain forever

But things change so that you

We have made our own rooms which are different from each other

There was struggle to get fit into these spaces

And this change the meaning to get to know each other from outsider perspectives

I knew from that moment it’s better to be unknown again

It would always be better to leave the things on time

And it’s a time to finally say goodbye!